Ramblings...

Nothing has been really happening the last few days. I have been working and pretty much going home after work, having dinner and watching TV or just being on the internet. I realize my life must be pretty boring but I don't mind, everything happens for a reason.

Being in a long distance relationship is way harder than I ever thought. Especially with the Atlantic ocean keeping you apart from the one you are in love with. Hours and hours on the phone will not make it any easier. In fact, I have the feeling it makes it even worse. It sucks not being able to be together with your other half and do stuff together. Live your life together. But, hopefully things are going to change for the best... soon.

I have been watching a TV show with people having schizophrenia and how it affects their lives. Oh boy, I really felt bad. I wish for nobody to be ill. I bet they must be very lonely. How do you deal with something like this? Really...!

I also watched this movie "P.S. I love you". I hate to admit it, but it was pretty good ha ha. It kinda made me think, is this how true love is? Then, I may have found it! Scary... now that I think more about it.

Anyway, weekend and memorial day is on the way so I will be able to have some much needed rest. Not that I will do anything, I have no plans. I will be probably on the phone with my girlfriend all 3 days ha ha.

Dammit, I miss her...

Things could be better..

This day started ok. I had an unexpected phone call in the morning and I was quite surprised but it didn't bother me that much. By noon the day was looking much better and it was great up until a few hours before evening kicks in. I have no idea how or what happened but the day ends pretty bad right now.

My mood is horrible, I am sad and angry at myself at the same time. I just finished dinner and all I think is of going to sleep. Then maybe my mind will stop thinking of all those things bothering me. Why do relationships have to be always that hard?

And a tip for the guys out there: when your girlfriend reveals her all time crush... please do not reveal yours to her, that can only mean trouble. Believe me!

Well, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Oh boy!

I can't believe I am actually typing this right now. It's been like almost a year since my last post. Where shall I start? So many changes, so much stuff happened to my life that it will take me quite a while to bring you guys up to date. I was reading another blog in wordpress.com and all of a sudden felt the need to visit my blog and post something new. I don't know if I am going to keep this going but for now I feel like writing down my thoughts. I am surprised this still exists and its not been deleted!

Well anyway, it's time to go to bed but hopefully I will be able to run this blog better this time. Or at least that's what I want to believe. So much to write... I moved to a new apartment, I am madly in love with my "new" girlfriend, nothing really new in my job but that's not necessarily bad, I will be able to finally go see my family this summer and so much more!

Actually, it already feels great typing this. I have a good feeling :)